So thankful for this archive

Deja vu, for reals today.  Exactly what's going on and how I'm feeling. I'm so thankful to know it will get better, and I'm not trying to sound ominous or anything. Just life feels SO FUCKING HARD right now. It crept up on me, just like before and feels like a big truck trying to run me off the road. Try harder. Harder. I SAID HARDER DAMMIT. It's been going on for months, I just dismissed it as situational. Maybe if I say no to more things I'll feel better. More sleep. More vitamins. Drawing better boundaries. Speaking my mind and being more vocal with my needs.

I've done all those and still feel like I'm moving through mud. :(

Hopeful I'll feel better soon.